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[Dec. 23rd, 2009|09:25 am] |
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Happy birfday to meeee :3 |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|02:49 am] |
i have decided that I'm not going to sleep tonight, I am just going to write. I havent written in quite some time and my fingers feel almost numb against my laptop keys. This is like entering a foreign territory but with a slight case of deja vou. I dont believe in mornings anymore. I sleep until my bones ache and my eyes are glued shut with crust. I hate television. I like pomegranate tea but not actual pomegranates. does that make me a bad person? My head feels heavy with everything i have done, havent done, and have yet to do. I want to see in orange. Right now this moment isnt orange and I would like to change that. Tomorrow I am going to walk until i cant feel my feet anymore, and then I am going to turn around and walk back. I am also planning on smoking a million cigarettes before I die and I plan to be buried with a pack in my pocket. Hell, I want Marlboro to sponsor my funeral and have my lungs cut out and on display. Better yet, turn them into pinatas and fill them with nicotine gum. Fuck, I'm just rambling now. Who the fuck cares, no one reads this anyway.
Dying my hair purple soon. Like you give a shit. |
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| Dedicated to my bestfriend Melissa Rae Cotton. I will always love you. |
[Jun. 25th, 2009|12:30 am] |
When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue
You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
with the one thing that brings light to all my darkness
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
There is no other one who can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
'Cause I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you that I need you
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
Yes I do...
Yes I do |
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[Mar. 30th, 2009|03:33 pm] |
Sup dickface?! Stop stalking my journal. Oh what? Can't get enough of me? Thats what I thought. :-*
Much love,
Alexandra |
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[Dec. 30th, 2008|09:56 pm] |
It's surprising how two years ago I made a deal with myself that if things didnt look up by the time I turned eighteen... then I would kill myself.
So I'm eighteen now and life is pretty fucking good =]
I'm glad I waited. |
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| ctba |
[Jan. 6th, 2008|03:55 pm] |
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You know the drill. |
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